E★K radio - Fm yokohama 84.7

この前の公開録音で貰ったチラシの中のあところ横浜のクルーズ船ロイヤルウイングベアチケットが当たった！シンくんに逢いに行かなかったら当たらなかったありがとう。ちょっと遠いけどシンくんと行けたらな～！当たるのは嬉しいけど
タクヤくんの舞台の抽選に当たりたい❤また来年もやって欲しい！３人にまた逢いたい！CROSSにも！
ありがとうございました！

We're waiting for cross gene comeback
Please comeback soon😻❤

Hello 👋
Please always be strong and never surrender 💪
Iranian candies always with cross gene and always support cross gene and never let go❤
From a one of Iranian candies💓

I love you oppa😍❤❤❤

Fighting babii. Waiting for Cross Gene's comeback soon. Keep it up and take care of yourselves (CROSSGENE).

Saranghaeyo from all CandY PH team. Candy Philippines.
Keep eating. Keep smiling. XD :v

Hi!

Shin Shin Shin Shin Shin Shin Shin Shin Shin Shin Shin Shin Shin Shin!!

How are you? Please say good. I can't hear you but please tell me you're good anyway. I want you to be good. And happy. Are you happy? Be happy!! Be Happy Together hehe. Did you eat too? If you're gonna work this much you have to promise to eat. Don't copy me here. I'm a terrible influence in this regard. Not eating enough makes your body panic and we don't need your body panicking. I can panic enough for everyone so no one else needs to. I've got us covered.

You were really beautiful on the show tonight. probably also smart and funny but I just got the virtual Photobook version so I'll find out later. someone will upload it. lol.

HISTORY BOX OMG! Why is that name so prefect? My Last Boys. It's so true for me. No one could ever replace Cross Gene for me, so they really are my last boys.. and also since they are all men now, there will never be other boys in my life in the same way they are. Although despite being men y'all still a bunch of boys so... aye what are we going to do with you all.

I'm going to have it preordered. probably 2 of lol. one to open and enjoy and one to keep and treasure. Mirror Live video though T-T I'm not sure my heart is ready to relive that. My first cross gene concerts. I'm so glad I went. I think that trip will always be one of my most precious treasured memories so I'm glad it will be in the history box.

5000 photos tho. Are these 5000 I don't already have? coz I've already got a ridiculous number of photos lol. How come I've got a good 50,000 photos of Cross Gene from the past 6 years but only about 50 of me in that same time?
oh right. Priorities. hehehe

And why yes I am in a better mood right now, thank you for noticing lol. Ah this is why i changed the p. I'm not perfect, but nothing can keep me down. I'll come back from anything. Just need some time. But O just decided to give Shin a lot of love in this time and it helped me a lot. he calms my black mind down again. and giving him love is like that one thing that gives me the most happiness. It's all like magic. I'll just remember to do that in future when things look bad for me and I think I'll be good from now on. We learn new things every day huh.

Australia is still cold. And things over here are still a challenge. But hopefully now I can deal with them a little better. Still not sure for certain how things are going to go but I've got faith that it will be fine and I'm worrying for nothing. Can't control the anxiety at all sadly, but eventually I can overcome it. It can't keep going forever.

Alright, it's time for me to climb into need and try to finish doing what i was doing before I go to sleep.

I hope you sleep well tonight.
Can't wait to hear your voice tomorrow.
I love you so much
Goodnight
♡

Hi

How are you? I hope you had a good day. And that everything is going well for you. I am sure you are still very busy. You of course were amazing yesterday. I am sure you made many faces smile. And of course now Shin knows how to make balloon Naris.. lol. They really have the perfect guy for this role.. I hope they're appreciating having someone with your warm heart and work ethic on the job.

I haven't exactly posted really and I am sorry but my head has not been in the best place for that. Really I shouldn't have kept trying to be in other places as I am not good company right now. But also, I felt I needed to distract myself from the conversations in my own head because they aren't helping my situation any. Humans instinctively have a need for what they call "cognitive closure". They need to have a final answer as uncertainty and ambiguity are distressing. So in trying not to close the case on things that are uncertain in my head, I am left in a state that doesn't make me very good to be around. And I have been trying not to say anything else I will regret to anyone due to the negative aspects of what I am stuck in.

And I certainly don't want to subject you to any more of my crazy. lol.

I have a communication problem with someone.. They're like you, they become silent when they are angry.. and I said some stupid things due to my poor understanding of our project, and they won't talk to me now. I am not sure what to do. I have attempted to apologise but I cannot seem to right the wrong. I am not always the smartest person in the room. But they are important to me so I will keep trying. But first I think I need to give them some time. I just hope that with time they will find how sincerely I am sorry and forgive me.. I fear that they instead will not be able to move on from this and will instead move on from me.

Its hard being like this. Its hard to maintain connections when your brain functions differently to what people are used to. I remember reading once someone saying that Autistic people aren't broken.. we just have a different operating system. But I think we all know that you cannot install the same copy of a piece of software on both Mac and Windows. You need two different sets of code. In the same way, connections are more difficult to establish and maintain. Some functions are not available to me. I cannot understand social cues or facial expressions. Things that are so simple to others are incredibly complex to me. A simple sentence can be easy for others to understand, but because I can see multiple possible meanings to that one thing, without the benefit of having other cues available to me, I look for context in other ways and can either draw the wrong conclusion or remain confused an unable to understand what is needed from me. I can consume too much information due to the fact that the initial statement was not enough for me to firm a solid conclusion.

I did try to let them know that this is who I am, but even then it drives me crazy that I am this much trouble. But I guess also it should say that if I have come to this belief, there are factors involved that led me to it. I can explain all of this. How I come to every conclusion like showing my working out of a math problem on a test paper. I always hope that I can be given the chance to show them the process so they can see where I went wrong and help me to a correct solution. I think thats the best I can hope for from any future relationship with anyone now. But I guess I also would understand if that is too much hassle. I never claimed to be easy to deal with. In fact I explained that I have poor social skills and its not easy to love me. I tried to keep away from people because of it, but here I am now so I need to try to fix the problems I cause and constantly learn from my mistakes, right?

Aye, sorry.. thats a lot of heavy stuff, isn't it, lol. It is nice to be able to explain it to someone though I guess.

I still try very hard every day to be a good person though. If nothing else I can hold onto that and remember that because of it, I am a good person.. if not a little difficult to relate to. And so of course I am incredibly remorseful every time I cause a problem. If there was any part of me that I could fix, just one thing, it would be that. So I can be a better person all together. So I can relate to others better, and be able to speak to others without being so awkward and anxious all the time. So I can deal with stress and distress better. And live a life without anxiety at all, which is the most crippling aspect of them all.

But then I wonder if I would still be me... ?

Anyway, enough about me. Lets talk about you. Thats a much nicer subject.

I am really grateful you exist, you know that? You have been one of the few people that i have been able to become comfortable around. You actually calm much of my anxiety. But you were so kind, so I guess it just found it inside me to trust you, lol.

I think you are already more like Nari than you realise. Well, all the good parts lol. You shouldn't sell yourself short. I wonder if you truly comprehend the profound effect you have on others. How you are such an incredible influence on their lives.

Your smile is infectious, you know. Just seeing it makes other people smile. And you help so many people. You always give others such sound advice. Your mind is truly beautiful. Your words are wise and you are so eloquent. I sometimes find myself wondering what experience and guidance Shin had in his life to become who he is.

But does he see his own light?

I think if Nari was a person, she'd be so proud of who you are as well and humbled that a person like you thinks so highly of her. You always make everyone so proud of you. And while I am sure that some of it is just because you are an amazing person from top to bottom, inside and outside, I also know that this will come from you on a conscious level too. Every day you will make decisions that you know yourself and others will be proud of you for making, or conversely, ensure you don't make decisions that you and others would be ashamed of. So there is much of who you are in every way in that.

And because of that, every day I can hold my head high to tell others about you with such passion and respect. Shin said in Singapore that Shin is the person he respects the most. Well would you look at that, Shin is the person I respect the most too.

Just like I am sure Nari will always be there to look after you, I hope that you will always be there too.

And as for Nari's eating problem.. Maybe she just didn't realise that food was good? or that it was even food? Or that its for her?

Sometimes when something new is given, it can take a little time for even humans to fully comprehend what they have in front of them. Many people will look at the way a dish looks, or how it smells or the ingredients and think they won't like it. But when they finally try it they find out that it is delicious. Give her time. She will come around.

I hope you sleep well tonight.
Have beautiful dreams'
I love you so much
Goodnight
♡

Shinくん!

家のネコちゃんは来週水曜日に手術を受けます、手術がとても成功し、猫がすぐに回復することを願っています、Shinくんも家の猫ちゃんのために応援してください！ 猫ちゃんの名前はFigaro、可愛い女の子です。

シンくん、こんにちは！
いろんな「ドン」たのしいね(^_-)-☆
シンくんに会えるの、とってもうれしい！
髪色、すごくにあってるよ。
Buzz Upもたのしみです。がんばってね！
ずっとおうえんしてるよ。

I love you so much
Goodnight

シンくん、公開収録おつかれさまでした!
去年にひきつづき、外国人なのにリードMCを立派につとめていて、たのもしかったです。誰よりもかっこよくてステキでした日本でラジオのレギュラーつづけてくれてどうもありがとう。すっかりテレビの人になったシンくんだけど、こうしてシンくんの話を聞けるラジオでは親しみを感じます。

タクヤくんと電話がつながって良かったね。メンバーへの突撃電話インタビューおもしろいので、またお願いします

BUZZ UPでCROSS GENEに会えるの楽しみにしてるよ

アンニョン❗️シン君💕
暑いね〜💦
暑くて暑くて冷房の効いた所にばかりいるけれど、
そうすると夏風邪はなかなか治ってくれないし…
今ね、鼻詰まり🤧で何を食べても味が分からないんだよ〜😢
栄養をつけて早く風邪を治そうとレトルトの参鶏湯を買って来たんだけど、
味が分からないし、けっしてお安いものでは無いし、今食べてしまうのはもったい無いから
風邪が治ってから食べることにしたよ😓

熊さんの童謡、シン君の歌い方が可愛いかったね😍
家ではお父さんお母さんやおばあちゃん、保育園や幼稚園では先生がああやって声色を変えながら一緒に歌ってくれるんだろうね🎵
そうやって育てられた記憶があるから自分が親になった時に
大人にしてもらった様に子供にも同じ様に歌ってあげられるんだろうな🐻🎵

シン君〜、最後のチュー💋…
とうとうロケットエンジン🚀搭載しちゃったの⁉️💦
これじゃぁ、宇宙の果てまで吹っ飛ばされてしまうよ〜🛰🌌🌠
あらっ❗️宇宙人シン君👽
ア・ン・ニョ・ン❣️

オープニングは宇宙人👽シンくんだったんですね。テンション高(たか)っ⤴て思ってました。😆

突然(とつぜん)の生(なま)電話📞はやっぱりTAKUYAくんでしたね。😉最初は今回(こんかい)も出ないの？と心配になりましたが、2回目で出てくれて安心しました。😌
そしてしっかりメンバー出演(しゅつえん)のミュージカルの宣伝📢(せんでん)までこなすSHINくんに感心感心(かんしんかんしん)。👏👏👏またいつか他(ほか)のメンバーにも生電話📞してほしいです。🙏

私は遠(とお)くて行けませんが😢、Buzz UpのLIVE🎤頑張ってね。😉早くCROSSのLIVE🎤でSHINくんに会いたいです。😭SHINくんパワー🔥不足(ぶそく)で、もう干(ひ)からびてます。😣(笑)

そろそろ甘(あま)～い言葉の壁ドン✋も聴きたいなぁ～。😍長(なが)～いチュー💋すごかった。💓😳

童謡歌ってるシンくん、ノムキヨウォ💕

忙しいのに苦手な運動にもチャレンジしてスゴいね～😁

ライブには行けないけど応援してます👊

またライブの写真アップしてね💕

シンくんあんにょん😍❤️
スタッフさんがおしえてくれたけど、忙しいなか、ブログコメント読んでくれてありがとう！書き甲斐(かい)があります（笑）

コンセマリ🐻、シンくんが２回も歌ってくれたのであれから頭からはなれません（笑）韓国語では「匹」を「마리」っていうんだよね😊個人的に、自分の名前の一部なので、おぼえやすいです😁👏
公開収録でもカルチョジュセヨやってくれたけど、シンくんが教えてくれる韓国語は、スっと頭にはいってきます😌❤️

来週はBUZZ UPですね！暑いので体調くずさないようにきをつけてね🤗👍
曲はなにをうたうのかなぁ？たのしみにしています😍💕

Dear Shin-kun,

最近にシン君が忙し過ぎるよね。。。お元気ですか。
We are patiently waiting for Cross Gene's comeback. I am excited to receive my CandY 2nd Generation kit. This is my third year being a CandY and I'm so happy that I can be part of the group that loves and appreciates Cross Gene.

I hope Shin-kun can also call Casper in one of the FM Yokohama programs. I wonder if Shin-kun and Casper-kun can teach us a Korean, Chinese, and Japanese expression.

Good luck to your new drama, Leader-nim! I know you are going to do well. You always give your best in everything.

いつも愛してる！

公開収録、おつかれさまでした😁
とてももりあがったみたいだねー
実際に行かないとわからない事もあるから、行ってみたいけど遠くて行く事できませんㅠㅠ
ナリちゃんの種類、私も知りたくてメールしてました！
ミックスかな？と思ったらやっぱりそうだったね😊
体の小さいわんちゃんは、食べるの少なかったりして困る事もあるみたいだね💦
うちのわんこは、食べ過ぎで落ちてるもの何でも食べて逆に困ってたけど、食べないのも心配だから、たくさん食べてくれるようになるといいね☺

韓国語のどうよう、聞いた事あるような気がしました！
ドラマか誰か歌ってたのか…
とっても気になります(><)

シンくん、今度のイベントも行けません💦
いつ会えるんだろうか？
さみしいです(*꒦ິ⌓꒦ີ)

シンくん、ナリちゃんの犬種教えてくれてありがとう✨
あまり見たことが無い犬種だなぁと思っていたら、ミックス犬だったんだね😌
かわいいナリちゃん、好き嫌いしないで、たくさんご飯食べるようになってくれるといいね😃

韓国語の童謡、すごくかわいい歌だね🎶
歌詞も簡単だし、短いから、韓国語の練習でおぼえるのには、よさそうだね👍
何度も聞いて、おぼえてみるね😆

来週はliveでまた日本だね✨
liveには行けないけど、応援してるね💪

Hi oppa!
Fighting!
I love you and hope you shine and be successful.

いやあ、シン君、今年の公開収録は、ＭＣのど真ん中だったね。偉い！流石、我らがクロスジーン(⋈◍＞◡＜◍)。✧♡のリーダー！
だけどクロスジンの夏の予定はもう知ってるからね。拓哉のミュージカルのアルターボーイズは９月も再公演あるんだからね。それも行かなくちゃね(^^♪～クロスジーン　暑いから気を付けて頑張ってね。

안녕하세요 신오빠~ (^_^)/
I loved your radio show last tuesday 😍 sorry Im late again, I've been busy these days because Im fixing some stuff for school since my new semester will already start this monday! Anyways, I love how energetic you are in this week's radio show~ well you're always energetic but this time from the very beginning till the end its full of energy ❤️ the 'alien' shin-kun's voice is very memorable in my opinion haha 😂

Another thing that makes this week's radio special was when you sang 'Three Bears' 🐻🐻🐻 btw, we also have the same song but its not a children song haha in fact its a song about a bear family: Papa, Mama and Baby 😍💕 anyways, I wonder if you're the one who chose that song? I love the way you sang it with full enthusiasm, happiness and love haha just like you're teaching a real baby, its very sweet and fun 💕

파이팅 💪 for your upcoming live performance! Im sure CROSS GENE won't never disappoint and will do an amazing job~ because I know each and everyone of you always do your very best for us 😍❤️ it seems like august and september is really busy months for you and Takuya, I hope both of you won't overwork~ also regards to Cross Gene to take care always and stay healthy! (≧∇≦)b oh and I almost forget thank you so much for appreciating us international fans even you didn't mention my country im happy that you're acknowledging us ❤️❤️

The utadon is great as always too~ and for that ending the kiss is so intense haha! ❤️❤️

Have a wonderful week to you （ ・∀・）
나무 사랑해요 항상!! 😘

こうかいしゅうろく📻お疲れ様でした❤️

きょねんもおなじことblogにcommentしたんだけどSHINさんて日本にすんでるわけでもないのに本当に日本語がじょうずで、
まいとし こうかいしゅうろくであんなに日本語で かいわもできて つっこみも できて🤣やっぱりsuper韓国人だよね💕
本当にそういうとこカッコいい😊
だれよりも日本語が1番じょうずだと私は思う👍🏻
SHINさんとイベントで おはなししていても なんでそんな ことば しってるの？…ってびっくりすることもあるしwww
なので私の友達には、SHINさんが めっちゃ日本語じょうずなのを いつもじまんしていますw😊💕

ところで私は韓国語をすこしずつ勉強しているのですが…まだまだ じしんがないので
韓国語でcommentしたりできません😭🙏🏻 ほんやくきとか つかわずに自分で、ちゃんと勉強して自分のことばでcommentしたいのでごめんなさい💦🙈 いつになったら…できるのでしょうね😅 がんばりましょう私…。

うたどん🎶も たのしいけど、また かべドンで심쿵❤️させてね💕Sっぽい かベドンきたいしてます\(//∇//)\
こんかい かけてくれたHeizeさんの
널 너무 모르고🎶すごい好きです💕
repeat🔁してます😇

あいかわらず mail✉️ぜんぜん よまれないけどもwww😭😭めげずにメールしますね👍🏻
なぜなら…SHINくんにしつもんしたいことがたくさんあるのでwww しつこいんだよ私て人はwwでも たまに つらくてへこんでしまうけどね😅

10日のBUZZ UPでSHINさん&CROSS GENEに会えるの たのしみにしていますね（╹◡╹)❤️なんの曲うたうのかな？ わくわく💕

からだに気をつけてお仕事頑張ってくださいにゃ♪( ´θ｀)ノ♪( ´θ｀)ノ♪( ´θ｀)ノ

Hello Shin~

Thanks for your wonderful radio once again

The Korean children's song "Three Bears" is so cute and adorable. I like it^^ It has cheerful melody and nice lyrics~

Best of luck for Takuya on the musical. I know Takuya'll done a great job. I saw some photos for 'Altar Boyz' on twitter and it is beautiful.

BUZZ UP Event next week! Congrats and fighting~ I really like Cross Gene live performances. You guys are amazing Cross Gene always shines so bright on stage.

Shin is so busy nowadays, new drama, new shows also yangten. I hope Shin take care of your health even on your busy schedule. Remember to eat healthy food and take a good rest too^^ I will always support you

Take care and I love you

سلام اوپا
فایتینگ
امیدوارم همینطور موفق باشید

سلام اوپا
فایتینگ
کارتون عالی بود من شین و تاکویا رو خیلی دوست دارم