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シンちゃん♪
アンニョン(^^)/
シンちゃんもいつもたくさん練習してるから、緊張するけど頑張れるんだね♪
緊張してるけど、一生懸命頑張ってる姿よく見てます💓

しりとりは、引き分けだったけど、日本人相手に頑張ってたね😆
たくやとの仲の良さがよく分かりました💓
スタジオによんであげてね(￣▽￣)
カムバお疲れ様です😝

Good morning 🌸
Are you doing well? Taking care of yourself well? Hopefully yes, and I hope you had good rest and good meals 💕
Happy 6th Anniversary for Cross Gene! It's my second anniversary with you and I am glad that I am here again. Thank you for your amazing and great job all this time. Especially this comeback, you've been through a lot and you're back with truly wonderful comeback. On every stage you never failed to amaze me. King of live indeed. I love Cross Gene so much 😍
I remembering when I first saw you~ Seeing you was actually a coincidence; knowing and falling for you is inevitable; supporting you is a like a gift and the best decision I've ever had 💛 Let's celebrate together next year the 7th anniversary, then 10th, 50th untill 100th. I hope Cross Gene and CandY will be always happy together~
Thank you for your vlive for the anniversary 🤗 You guys are so funny and adorable. You always done the sweetest thing for CandY. Thank you and I love you!
It seems that you began your filming the new drama. Our busy and amazing leader~ Good luck for it. I am sure you'll do amazing 😘 I will absolutely watch the drama and support you^^
Take care and I am looking forward for your radio tonight 😊
I love you, Wonho-ssi 💖💖

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申し訳御座いません。
バラエティはBS日テレさんです。
よく調べずに投稿してしまいました。
大変失礼を致しました。

シン君😊
会社で韓国ドラマ好きの方に
「青い海の伝説が始まるね」と、声を掛けてもらいました。
韓国でドラマ放送していた時に、私の好きな俳優さんが出ていると話していたのを覚えていてくれたみたいです。
局はBSーTBSさんです📺
ドラマ繋がりで、バラエティのオファがあったのかな？
スタッフの方の中に青い海の伝説を見てシン君に注目してくれて
CROSS GENEを知って下さった人がいるのかもしれないね💕
BS－TBSさんで放送が始まったら、もっと多くの人がドラマを見る機会が増えるし、
ファンも紹介しやすいから、ここのチューすDAYにも
「ドラマを見てシン君のファンになりました！」って、言うお便りが沢山届きそうだね🤗
教えてくれた会社の方に
「絶対に見て下さいね！」と、言ったら
「もちろん‼︎」と、返事をしてくれました😆

happy 6th anniversary today.
i hope you all had a nice day today doing what you wanted to. i am sure you will go for many more. I've learnt that when you really want something then nothing will stop you from achieving it. if you don't then you probably didn't want it that badly in the first place lol

as I'm flying home tomorrow this will be my last post here for some time. I'm not sure how long. as much as my head has put it all together and accepted reality, my heart isn't ready to let go.. so i need to keep myself in only things that are real. obviously as i will be on a flight i won't be able to listen to chuusday tomorrow either. sadly a Tuesday is the cheapest day to fly back and i wanted to be able to afford to come for as long as possible. although that wasn't necessary as you only had events on Sunday lol. I'm not sure when I'll see you again either.. maybe one day if you come to Australia but sadly i don't think that would ever happen. there really isn't enough reason to.

but today i think has proven to me that i need to do this. i sat here today in just the silence and was able to see clearly how small i was. i realise that I'm alone in this world unless it's convenient. I don't think that's a good foundation for a good future. communicating with others is important but I'm the only one talking, so it's not communication.. it's just me..

please look after yourself well. please don't get hurt again, and please remember to eat properly and take care of your health.
and please keep reaching for the stars. you were always meant to shine and i hope that you will finally shine so brightly that everyone will look up to you.
no matter what, i will love you always, forever, without end. you are still the best thing that ever happened to me and I'm grateful that i have had the chance to know you. i will support you always, even when you can't see me.
I love you so much Shin Wonho.. I hope to come back again one day soon when i can handle living my life as it was again.
Goodnight
♡

ヨンソクが明日出るのは
原宿Abemaスタジオだった💦
2年前にスタジオ名が変わったこと知らなかった!

シンくんと秀くんが「なうメンDX」
やってたとこだよね！😊

cross gene カムバック、とってもうれしかったよ。これからも、かつどう楽しみにしています。とくにラジオの時間がわたしにとっては、いちばんシンくんが近くに感じています。だから、ずっと続いてほしいです。明日、どんな話をしてくれるのかなぁ🤗

シンくん안녕🌠🌠

カムバックお疲れさまでした😊
パフォーマンスも衣装もすべてカッコよかったです❤
毎日、CROSS GENEが見られて、とても幸せ🍀でした！！

そして、CROSS GENE 6周年おめでとう🎉🎂🎉✨🙌✨🎊
これからも、色んなCROSS GENEを見ていたいです😊
ずーっとずーっと応援します👍

今週のファンミも、とても楽しみです🙌🙌

その前に明日の📻も聴くね😊

CROSS GENE사랑해용❤

それからヨンソクが急きょ
明日の午前11時半から
原宿AmebaTVに出るお知らせも来たよ～！

本当に急だから応援に行けるかどうか
分からないけど、視聴はしま～す💻

そぎちゃん、ミュージカル『VOICE』がんばってね❣

さっきUPされた
「ピサン」のダンスバージョンMV見たよ～😊
「ピサン」もあったなんて知らなかった！

今回のカムバはMVがたくさんあって本当に嬉しい！
中でも一番好きなのはSHINくん監督の
「Believe me」で～す🎬
見るたびに幸せな気持ちになるよ💓

最初のみんなで一緒に歩いてるとこや
セヨンさんとシンくんが一緒に可愛く踊ってるとこや
みんなで輪になってグルグル回ってる
ほのぼのとしたシーンが特に好き💕

まだ他にもMVあるのかな～❓

안녕하세요 원호오빠~ ヽ(^。^)ノ
6주년 축하해~!! 😄🎉
Congratulations for Cross Gene's 6th Anniversary 💕✨

Time goes by so fast.. aahh seems like yesterday when I celebrated my first anniversary with you all my precious group of men 💓 up to now I still feel the same way for you all, like my first time of getting to know you all~ because from day to day my feelings for you all keeps growing 💖 I'm truly beyond grateful that words are not really enough to express because all of you are very lovable in so many wonderful reasons 😍 As I get to know you all more and more I fall deeper and I greatly appreciate it because Cross Gene is really a blessing in every CandY life 😊💗 Cross Gene's music has been with me in my everyday life whether its sad, happy or just normal kind of day and everytime I listen to your songs I feel much more better when Im sad and it gives alot of motivation as well~ 💕
Supporting Cross Gene is one of the best decision I've ever made in my life~ You all brought so much happiness, inspiration, lessons and so many more in my life and I'm forever grateful for loving a group as wonderful as you all are 💖 I just wanna say that I truly thank you all so much for existing 🤗

Also, congratulations too for the 'touch it' promotion 😄 It brought so much happiness to us 💓 You all worked so hard throughout this comeback~ if only I could give the world to you all I would because you truly deserve it 💕 thank you for staying strong with us CandY 💪🏻 I'm sure one day we'll successfully reach the goal we've been waiting for~ and just keep going no matter what happens CandY will support Cross Gene forever and always 😊💖

I hope you're all having a wonderful day filled with lots of love, happiness and good food in this very special day of yours~ 'Happy Brithday Cross Gene'!! 😂

기억해 영원히 이렇게 네 곁에~~ 💪🏻💕
항상 고마워요 🤗
너무 사랑해뀨~!! 😘♥️💕

CROSSGENE6周年おめでとう！o(^▽^)o
6年の半分をラジオを聞いて過ごせている事に感謝です。
シン君ありがとう(*´꒳`*)
ラジオだけはずっと続けていってほしいです！
ずっと変わらず応援していくので、スタッフさん、どうぞよろしくお願いしますm(_ _)m
CROSSGENE 대박！(≧∀≦)

シンくんおはようございます。
Debut 6周年おめでとうございます。
ここまでCROSS GENEをひっぱってくださり
守ってくださり、私たちを感動させてくださり
本当にありがとうございます。
これからも末長い活躍に期待しています。
CROSS GENE愛しています。

🎊🎈CROSS GENEデビュー6周年🎊🎈
🎂🎁おめでとうございま～す🎂🎁

6年間色んな事があったと思いますが
長いようで短くもある日々でしたか？

音楽番組で1位を取れなくても
CROSS GENEの歌とパフォーマンスと
楽曲の素晴らしさは🎤🎶
私たちCandY🍬🍭が一番よく分かっているので
そんなに重要じゃないですよ～😊

これからも魅力あふれるCROSS GENEを
ずっと応援していま～す📣
愛してる～💖💖💖

Hi

Congratulations on the completion of your promotions. Cross Gene did amazing. Thank you also for the fansign today, it was really good to see you all.

But now i can do so i need to refocus. I was thinking a lot this afternoon about how my life is going and the things I've done recently and suddenly a lot of things made more sense.. and i went very wrong somewhere and now i need to get myself back on track. I've been chasing a dream of a future that doesn't exist.. and i need to move myself back out of this delusion and back into reality. But it means i need to take a break from the things i do each day normally so i can fix myself. I'm sorry your blog won't have as many comments but it's just better i think if i step right back from everything and start again from well - zero.. then try to find my way again. Obviously it's not your fault and I'm sorry but you have so many CandY that love you so you probably won't even notice I'm missing lol. I'm not sure when I'll be back.. I'm not even sure how long i will last trying to live my real life.. in letting go of this dream I've lost a lot.. So it's going to take me a while to come to terms with that. When you live for a goal and then suddenly that goal is gone, it kinda takes your reason to live with it and you need to find a new one lol. My whole future is just not something i can see any more. I exist only in this moment and can't see a way forward. so i need to find one.

Also i think it will make it very hard to come back again any time soon.. So I'm not really sure when i will see any of you again.. hopefully one day. I will of course stay for your anniversary but after that I'll fly back to my real life and i need up to deal with it.

Thank you again for today. You're all very sweet and I'm glad i know s great group like cross gene.
please sleep well tonight.
I will always love you way too much
Goodnight
♡

シンくん、あんにょん。
タクヤくんとのしりとり、めちゃくちゃ楽しかったです。
タクヤくんはしゃべり方が優しいので「つだよ　それ」とか
「つりじゃね、それ」とか。。。笑いながらもちょっとキュン
キュンしながら聴いていました。私もシンくんとしりとりして
みたいです。ぜひまたタクヤくんとしりとり対決やって下さい。

シンくん♡♡
ラジオまたきいてました☺️
こんしゅうもステキな曲をきかせてくれてありがとう✨

あしたはカムバックLAST STAGE…すごくさみしい😢けど、かっこいいCROSSGENE、歌ってるシンくんがたくさん見れて幸せでした💛ほんとうにおつかれさまでした。さいごのステージもリアルタイムでおうえんしているからね😊💕
17にちのファンミでシンくんに会えるのも、生のパフォーマンスが見れるのもすごーく楽しみにしています💓

うぉの〜 あんにょん！
いよいよ、明日でカムバック活動終わりだね〜！
1ヶ月の間、本当にお疲れ様でした😌
そして…前回、今回と応援に韓国まで行けず、ごめんなさい。
気持ちは毎日韓国でした！笑

カムバック活動が終了しても、ドラマの撮影やラジオの収録、雑誌の連載などなど、忙しいとは思いますが、体には気をつけてお仕事してね💕
これからもずっと、ずっと応援します！
そして！！！17日の日本のペンミ、楽しみにしてまーす💓💓

　シンくん안녕
シンくん。。韓国でのお仕事
おつかれさま(｡･_･｡)ﾉです。❕💕
今日。ファンミーティングの
チケット🔋届きました。😆
シンくんのお顔。👀しっかり
見えるところかも。。前の方でした。

来週は、チューすDayの火曜日
そして。いよいよ🎶🎶❕⤴️
楽しみにしてます。😂💕

Hi

How are you? I hope you've had a good day today. you know the list, right? you should hopefully be making sure of each one by now.

i went and saw more of the city today and tonight.. really i want to see so much more but it's difficult when you're alone.. there is no one to share those moments or memories with.. like you don't get as excited about things when there is no one to tell it to, you know? So it's not the same and i don't think it's as much fun to do. T-T i guess tho I'm not exactly rolling in options though.

there was a lot of people though. i always feel nervous and uncomfortable in crowds. and tbh when you're not a common sight, people do stare and that's just worse. i don't like the attention at all. maybe if i looked better it wouldn't be as bad lol.

Sometimes when I'm on the trains i remember just how huge Seoul and Tokyo are.. like for us the train that takes you around Sydney has only 6 stops. that's pretty much the limit of our subway too. The entire rest of the train lines run above ground. but we've got a lot of above ground lol. Korea has twice the population of Australia but Australia is 78 times bigger.. Seoul also has more people..
interestingly when you compare area sizes people say Sydney is larger but they're really not looking at it through an Australian lens. if you consider Sydney to go from the top of the northern suburbs to the bottom of the southern ones and then out to the foot of the blue mountains - which they do - then yeah, it's massive.. but we don't see it that way. And i know they count it that way because where i live is what they call greater western Sydney.. but we don't consider ourselves as Sydney in the same way so many places here are all Seoul. You don't write Sydney in my address. That's not how it works in Australia. Sydney is Sydney, and i don't live in Sydney.. I'm not actually sure how anyone affords to to be honest, lol.

But the subways and Seoul and Tokyo are just huge by comparison. Its really a different experience for me. I forget that it's still daylight outside. haha. i think I've spent more time underground in my trips to both countries than i ever had in my whole life in Australia.

But anyway.. I'll head to bed now as it's late and i have to be up early in the morning 😄

please sleep well tonight my beautiful hero.
I love you so much
Goodnight
♡

ようかん美味しいよね～
まんじゅうもいいよね～
シン君、ヒカルの碁が、中国で、実写ドラマ化されるね～
どんな感じになるかな？
シン君だったら、誰を演じたいですか？

シンくん、あんにょん💕

ファンミのチケットがさっき届いたよ！
今回はコンビニ発券じゃなくて
レターパックで来ること忘れてて💦
発券のお知らせまだかな～って思ってた(^_^;)

１部はE列、２部はC列のいずれも真ん中あたりで
なかなか良い席みたいで嬉しい！💕
この間のライブはそんなに近い席ではなかったので…

ファンミでもたくさん歌ってくれることを
期待してま～す🎤💓🎶

この一ヶ月間、毎日何十回と聴いている
「タルランマルラン」や「ピサン」「Believe me」を
生で聴けることをすごく楽しみにしてるね(^o^)丿
もちろん「DYSTOPIA」やほかの曲もね！

Hello~~
Did you sleep well and have good meals yesterday? How about your day? Hopefully you had a wonderful day^^
Yesterday we have your new article, your photos are amazing there, you look really great.
Your interview was heartwarming and beautiful. Currently I just understand few parts of it, not all >,< but only by that, it makes my heart warm and I think your words are beautiful. Cross Gene member is family yes. The moments and time spent with our special people is truly precious. I am glad and always wish that all of you guys to be always happy together~
You guys are also already become CandY's precious people. The time spent with Cross Gene are wonderful and every second of it makes CandY really happy. I am truly grateful that I found Cross Gene in my life. Thank you so much
Ah, i'm at the office now and I need to finish these bunch of documentation today (yes it's weekend and I am still need to work T,T) At this time, I remember your amazing work and that inspire me to do better too. Shin is really great I will work hard and I hope I could finish this work soon. I'll write to you again later~
Take care and enjoy your time this weekend
I love you so much, Wonho-ssi

Hi

i hope you've had a good day. But its you so i imagine you did. nothing seems to hold you down very long. i wish i could get over things as easily. i hope you ate well too and are enjoying your night.

there is a lot going on i guess. you guys are probably really busy right now. but then you're always busy so it's not really a surprise. just remember to look after yourself. i remembered that i had always believed that each of us should look after ourselves first because no one else will care about our happiness so its up to us alone. not sure how i forgot that. i will remember now though. but I'm not very smart really so i guess that's how so I'll probably forget again too.

i don't really know what to say. I've talked myself empty.. but it's like, i only have questions.. but there is no answers to fill the hole. and so I'm empty. I don't know what to do now. and there is no one to talk to. no one else to ask the questions to.

so yeah I'm depressed again. I'm so tired of this year already. but then I'm tired of my whole life. i had been for a long time.. and then i was given hope.. somehow by some miracle.. because i surely didn't deserve it. but the hope was just a carrot on a stick.. it never gets any closer.. just has me running around all over the place with no chance of ever reaching the carrot.. everything changes for everyone involved except me.. everyone else moves forward but i still sit in the same corner, no closer to anything.. not even answers.
i feel like i was a toy. i feel like I've been used. i feel very hurt by it all. i feel like I've been lied to all this time.. and now i just feel hollow and alone..

i think i will lock my heart away for good this time.. it's never given me anything but pain.. and i just want the pain to finally stop..

ugh. okay I'm dragging your blog down again. I'll only post happy things tomorrow.
please sleep well tonight. have beautiful dreams.
I love you so much Shin Wonho
Goodnight
♡

初めてラジオ聞きました。
shinくん、日本語すごく上手ですね。
そして、しりとりも悩み相談も日本語で、しかも面白かった。
これから、毎週聞くことにしました。
楽しい事が増えました。ありがとう!