E★K radio - Fm yokohama 84.7

오늘 어떠니? 네가 괜찮기를 바란다.
너를 함께 만나서 마지막으로 끝내자. 제발 그
녀에게 말 해주세요. 우리는 너를 행복하고 완
전하게 볼 수있는 사탕에 행복 할 것이다. 내가
타이핑 할 때 너는 울고있다. 나는 기억한다. 우
리는 밤을 보내고, 매일 우리에게 영감을주는
기쁨을 선사합니다. 우리는 사탕과 함께 당신
을 사랑합니다.
지원. 캐스퍼가 떠나는 이유 이해
입니다. 미래에 대한 그녀에게 행운을 빈다.
우리는 당신을 사랑합니다 Oppa
#FIGHTING SHIN
#캐스퍼 싸움
#Crossgenefighting

おはようございます新くん!を応援してください!
私はあなたはまだ大丈夫ではない知っています。我々 は強くなければなりません。両方の終わりまであなたをサポートいたします。
あなたに、まだ心配です。あなたはすぐに大丈夫になる願っています。さて自分の世話か。あまりにも他の人にこれを言って下さい。私達すべての愛!私たちは滞在キャスパー, クロス遺伝子私たちと永遠に一緒。
君を愛している

Hi

How was your day? I hope it was good! Waaah finally chuusday! I'm excited. I'm looking forward to hearing you so much. I miss hearing your voice already. This week feels the longest yet. Even Thursday feels like it was more than a week ago.. I know why though.. and I've felt really bad about it, but I'm powerless in the face of it.. I just really wish I could do more for you right now.. If I could send you the one thing you really wanted right now, then I would.. but yanno.. details lol. like uh what, lol.

Sigh. You're amazing though. You certainly deserve to have everything you want in life.. People like you are rare.. you probably don't think so but trust me, you are.. makes me proud to say you're my idol.. There are so many celebrities out there in the world for people to look up to and I get to sit there writing essay length replies about all the reasons to look up to you to anyone who asks why... usually you have another fan at the end of it.. You are too good to be true, you know that right?

Its nice being your fan.. just knowing that much is so comforting sometimes.. You are my hero and it gives me the strength I sometimes need just to get up and want to get through a day.. Because i wouldn't want to make you ashamed of me. A fan that quits and gives up on life even though you're supporting me too.. Ah, do you not get how this idol gig works? lol

Again I think this is good though as it brings out the best in all of us!

So maybe I'm crazy.. but honestly it's nice like this. I'm happy.

Aye, I should sleep.
I can't wait to hear and maybe see you tomorrow. I hope you get some sleep tonight too.. and that you have beautiful dreams
I love you so much Shin Won Ho
Goodnight
♡

しんくん初めてコメントします。
辛いよね、心配しています。
私はタクヤ君のファンだけどいつもCROSSGENEのためにって頑張って苦手な高い所で演技したり、だいっ嫌いな虫食べたり本当に頑張ってたしんくんを見てきたからどれだけこの状況がキツいか想像すると心が痛くなります。
今は頑張ってとはとても言えないけど落ち着いたら、みんなの事を本気で心配しているファンの人たちに自分達の言葉で語りかけて欲しいと思っています。

シンくん
公式の発表見ました。。
シンくん大丈夫？。。心配。。。
つらいのに。。。。
プラネット。メンバーからのコメント
ありがとうございます。

今日５人体勢の公式に。
新しい未来へと！出発
応援してます！

シン君！コメントは初めまして☺
クロスジンのファンになってそんなに時間はたっていませんが、毎日YouTubeみたり、サイトチェックしたりとクロスジンを見ない日はありません！
一日の発表は、かなりショックでした…6人でクロスジン、6人皆が大好きなので、しばらくは言葉が出てきませんでした。
色んな事があったのかもしれないし、何度も話し合った結果なんだろうから、仕方ない結論なんでしょうね。悲しいけど、これでクロスジンファンじゃなくなるなんて事は絶対ないので、今までと変わらず、ずっとずっと応援していこうとあらためて決意しました！
メンバー、スタッフさん、たくさんの方々、大変なんでしょうが、だからこそカンバック楽しみにしてます💕
早くみんなの笑顔を見せてくださいね！
そしてキャスパー、今までありがとう!素晴らしい未来が待ってることを祈ってます！

Hi

Did you have a good day yesterday? I'm sorry I'm late.. But it's Monday, right. I get to hear your voice again tomorrow so that's something..

I have a lot on my mind right now so hopefully it will give me a break from thinking about that for a while.. I'm really looking forward to it anyway. I think CandY are all just very Cross Gene deprived and want to see our men again soon. We miss you really badly right now.

But thank you for posting on insta for us. Of course leader Shin is always looking after the fans.. As best he can anyway.. and we really do appreciate it.. I know you can't exactly do much more but it means a lot to know we're not alone here.. Shin is still thinking of us.. I'm glad that you have insta to communicate with us with too now. That communication is important really so I always remember to check insta because the notifications don't always work.

Aye.. I'm feeling pretty powerless these days so again I wish I could do more to make your every day better.. I'm actually not happy to post on here feeling like this coz I don't want to drag you down instead, but I don't want to forget to talk to you or to worry you either.. Ever feel like there isn't a single thing you can do that's right? lol. probably often considering you're an idol.. you guys just can't win sometimes. Aye.. Lets just keep trying our best.. Fighting!

I think I should go now.. I just want to make you smile instead of dumping my problems on you but I'm not doing very good at that rn. I'll try to make tonight's post cheerier for you. I'm sorry. T-T

I really hope you have a good day today..
I love you so much
♡

シン君、元気かい？　せめてシン君の元気な声を聞かせて欲しいよ～
正直、泣かせてほしい！キャスパーのいないクロスジーンに慣れるまで・・・
日本の天皇家の孫の秋篠宮眞子（あきしのみやまこ）様の誕生日が１０月２３日ってさ、シン君と同じでしょ。それでさ皇后妃殿下の美智子様は、１０月２０日で私と同じ誕生日なんだ。ただそれだけなんだけどね。この度の眞子様のご婚約をお祝いしたいと思いました。

シンくんこんばんは！
やっとラジオ聴けたよ〜(*´꒳`*)💕
とうもろこし茶好きなので、オクススチャ！
ちゃんと覚えました👌🏻

CASPERの卒業、すごくびっくりしたし悲しいし寂しいけど、これから5人で再出発をするCROSSGENEの事を今までと変わらずに全力で応援していきます。今はメンバーのみんなの心や体が辛くないか心配です..。
PLANETのメンバーからのメッセージ、とっても嬉しかったです。またみんなで笑って会える日を楽しみにして頑張っていこうって、元気が出ました☺️わたしも早くみんなの笑顔に会いたいな。
Futureの「一緒ならきっと歩ける気がするんだ」って歌詞がとっても好なんだけど、クロスのメンバーと、CandYのみんなで支えあってこれからも一緒に歩いていけますように✨次のラジオも楽しみにしています(*´꒳`*)

アンニョン❣️シン君💕
もうすっかり秋だね🍁私の今年の夏と言えば❗️
特に何もなかった…💧そういう時もあって良いよね
シン君の漢字能力は小3程度…よりはもっと高いと思うけれど、
まだまだ満足する事なく習得して下さいね❗️
私も韓国語の単語は良く目にするものは
読むと言うよりは形で覚えている感覚だから、とにかく普段から身近に語彙を置く事が大切なんだと思います☝️
もちろん覚えようと意識して勉強すればもっと、上達は早いんだけれどね〜📖✏️
これが中々難しいんだなぁ😅

や〜き〜そ〜ば〜コーナー😋もシン君の1番が見つかって良かったね❗️
スタッフさんも
「次回からはスタッフ寄りで…」
そう言っていたのに、なんだかんだでシン君寄りにしてくれたんだね〜😙
シン君と一緒で、みんなツンデレ😎😚だね（笑）

1日のキャスパー君の卒業発表は…
前々から何となく感じてはいたけれど、やっぱりショックだったよ…
ただ、事務所が「卒業」と言う言葉を使ってくれているのに、
“I'm sorry”ではちょっと違和感を感じてしまって心の整理がつかないかな
卒業おめでとう！ありがとう！
多分“Thank you”だったとしても寂しさは一緒だったかもしれないけれどね
人は起こってしまった事に対して自分を納得させようと、意味合いや、過去や未来に繋がりを見つけようと考えてしまうけれど、
何故？どうして？と頭で考えているうちは見つけられない事が多いと思います。
私も暫くそう言う事で苦しんでいました。だけど、ある日突然答えが見つかって全てが繋がって道がひらけて、自分も周りも動き出した事がありました。本当に最近！
点と点が線で繋がる瞬間は近い将来なのか、遠いのかは分からないけれど、
周りが暗くて止まってしまった様に感じていても、日々の与えられた生活を淡々とこなして行けば
必ず答えをくれる様に思います。
私がCROSS GENEに出会ったのも
全く関係が無いと思っていたいくつもの点が繋がったからで、やっぱり全ては繋がっているんだなぁ〜って感動した事が有りました。
シン君のインスタの線路の写真は見る人で状況は変わると思います。
駅に降り立って、先に進む電車を待っているのか、乗り遅れたのか…
または電車に乗って次の駅に向かっているのか、前の駅に戻るのか…
この駅が目的地なのか…
ただ、今でなくてもいつかこの線路はいくつもの駅に繋がっていて、
電車は自由に行ったり来たりが出来る事に気がつければ良いと思います。
只々、それで良いのだと思います。
多分、メンバーもファンも皆んなお互いの気持ちを気遣って、
大丈夫かなぁって心配しているだけなんだろうね。
優しいよね！
私にはシン君のインスタが前向きなものに感じられたから救われたよ‼︎
ありがとう❣️

そしてね、ヒーローシン君💕
今日からビルドが始まったよ〜
面白かったから日曜日も楽しみが増えたよ〜😊

油そば 今日さがしに行ってみます！
シンくんの声がはやくききたいです(^-^)

Hi

Sometimes i think I should write something different to Hi... But then I think you'll probably wonder what's wrong lol.

How are you? Hope you had a good day today. Did you remember to eat? Please look after yourself for me. I would do it myself if i could but I can't even look after myself, lol. I'm sorry for not being able to do more for you already anyway. I wish I could change it but I'm just one person trying my best for so many. T-T

Sometimes i feel spread too thinly. I'm just me but I have to be that one important person for so many others that I can't cover everyone properly. I've got to balance the needs and wants of so many on just my effort alone, and I'm inadequate for the task. The idea of even thinking about what i need or want in all of this is just ridiculous and i usually end up feeling bad for it. I think with the level of responsibility I have and the fact that some of it simply never ends, it just hits me even harder. Like sometimes I feel like I'm just a supporting character in my own life. I feel stuck and unable to move anywhere because my story isn't even about me any more.. Someone else is leading the plot and I just wait for my parts.

Aye I am just down today I guess. Like I'd love to buy a ticket and come see you at Christmas but i know it's utterly impossible and I can't change a single thing about that. Its not my choice or even in my hands..

Heck, I'm not even summer.. I'm known by so many other titles. Almost never is it my name.. X's sister. Y's friend. The woman from Z. etc etc.. I still don't really exist in my own life, but at the same time if I wasnt here then everything would fall apart.. I don't know what to think or feel any more.. or what to say..

That's just where my heads at today.. I'm just a person.. A simple, ordinary person, but i both don't matter, and am too important to just lie down and do nothing.. It feels unfair.. T-T

Anyway.. I guess I should get back to it and keep working.. If I'm lucky ill be able to make my own miracle.. Wish me luck huh.
I love you so very much
Goodnight
♡

シンくんのラジオとクロスジーンの活動がずっと、これからもつずきますように、応援してます。シンくんの声をきくと、仕事もがんばれるし、どんなことがあっても、乗り越えられる気がしますよ。元気のみなもとです。

帰国してラジオ聞いたよ٩( 'ω' )و
シン君おすすめのバナナウユ飲みたかったけど、売り切れのお店が多くて飲めなかった(T ^ T)
先日韓国のどうようコンセマリを教えてくれたシン君♡
日本で親しまれているどうようがあります！！
『線路は続くよどこまでも』の原曲は悲しいけど、日本の歌詞は山や谷をこえながら線路はどこまでも続いているよ。“楽しい旅の夢をつないで”という前向きな歌詞です(๑･̑◡･̑๑)
これからもシン君のラジオ楽しみにしているね(о´∀`о)

Hi

How are you doing today? I hope you are okay. Honestly I am worried about you. You're probably over there worrying about CandY tho, so I will until I know you're doing okay.

But this isn't the first time we've gone through this, so I know we'll all be fine again one day. I'm with you always, so you're never alone.. even when no one else is in the room..

I know that Cross Gene will continue to make us proud. I know that even with another unique voice missing, Cross Gene itself can stand tall and bring their best. And I know CandY will use this to bounce back even stronger for Cross Gene.

Cross Gene isn't any one member. It was all of you. But it doesn't mean Cross Gene is less without one of you, for the same reason - it's not any one member. You will still be amazing and let's be honest, you've proved that numerous times.

And this.. this is not your fault or anything you could change. This is no reflection on you in any way, so if you're questioning yourself as the leader then stop it.. I've been here long enough to know deep down that this decision was made a long time ago. I thought maybe if we could get you guys that win we could have changed it too, but ultimately it was out of our hands and yours. You gave it your all for CandY and did all you could and I saw that too. I couldn't be more proud of you. Thank you for everything you did in this time as it gave CandY good memories of Casper as a part of Cross Gene. You did good, baby.

To me, Cross Gene will always have seven genes.. But I'm going to do all I can for the five. I love you all dearly and I won't be going anywhere. Forever with Cross Gene ♡

And forever with Wonho. I'll always be here to catch you. I won't let you fall.

I hope also that things are going to be better for you from today, despite the change it brought..

I should try to sleep. It's been a long day.
I love you very much my hero.
Goodnight
♡

シン君の声が、ラジオからそのままずっと聴けるよう応援します❣️🎵

シン君大好き💕
ファイテン‼️

Hello Shin,
Your radio is enjoyable and great as always~ Thank you for always doing amazing job^^
I really like banana milk from convenience store and the taste is so great when it is cold. Once I bought a big bottle of it, almost 1 liter, and I finish it in less than an hour
Kimchi mayo soba sounds interesting. It must be delicious as Shin said so. I am happy you're eating well. I wonder what flavor for the next yakisoba corner~
Take care and I love you

Hi

I hope you had a good day yesterday. Always glad to see you eating. Hope you are keeping yourself busy enough but getting any needed rest too.

Late again. I'm just glad it's Friday and the week is coming to an end. hopefully I can slow down a bit. very exhausted lately.

Achieved a lot though. even managed to mow my lawns in between other things. Might use the weekend to wash clothes and clean the house.. work never ends here, lol. it just changes appearance.

I hope you're doing okay. Please remember to always look for the good you can find in a day. Sometimes even just the little things are all we have so don't overlook them.

I need to finish out my week now.
I love you always
♡

シンくん hi~
I'm sorry for commenting so late TT I actually missed the radio last night.. I was so so so upset because I arrived home late -long story- and missed it. I'll make sure to be on time next week~ <3
So I listened to recorded audio, another cool program, thanks for that oppa~
Hope you be fine, I love you and miss you so much TT FiGHTiNG~

Hi

I hope your day was at least mostly good. That would be something.

I am trying to work but I'm just not feeling it right now. Bed is probably a better idea.

I'm sorry I can't stay long. I always wish I could do more for you.
Please try to get some sleep tonight if you can.
I love you so much
Goodnight
♡

シンくんあんにょんヾ(*´∀｀*)ﾉ💕
油そばに、おそば、日本にきておいしいものを食べることができて、よかったね☺️👏わたしは無性に韓国料理が食べたくなって、スンドゥブチゲを作って食べたよ(自己流)！
食べ物ネタばかりですが（笑）、チョコミントフレーバーの食べ物にハマっています|ω・）👍シンくんも好きですか？🤗

では来週もラジオ楽しみにしています！😆❤️
おやすみなさい💤

シンくん♡

シンくんが
日本語を話してくれること
とってもありがたいこと
だと思います♡

この間
たいせつな人に
韓国語で
話しかけられましたが
まったく意味が
わからなくて
さみしい思いをしました

シンくんを見習って
勉強したいなと思いました

タクヤくんの
ミュージカルの話
楽しみにしています♪

昨日はラジオ終わって、すぐに寝ました…
ブログにコメントしてないことに、今気づき…笑
シンくん、今日の昼頃、帰ったんだね！
お疲れ様😌

昨日のカルチョジュセヨの飲み物、옥수수차は苦手なので、바나나우유か사과주수を…
건강차も気になる💡

いつも楽しいラジオをありがとう！고마워~!
앞으로도 잘 들을게~!

しんくんあんにょん😊こんかいのやきそばはおいしそうだね(笑)わたしも見つけたら買ってみます✨こんどはなりちゃんにも日本語をぜひおしえてあげてね～(笑)きのうもとっても幸せな時間でした😄またらいしゅうもたのしみにまってますね😊